in clouds
Got real sick of the old url name. Maybe because it was set in 2005 when I first started it so as I grew older I slowly disliked it a little as it constantly reminded me of how silly I was then.
So this is it, I'm finally leaving it all behind me and start a brand new boring virtual diary for the next xxx years. I might change again someday if I find look back and find it silly again, who knows?
On another note, the upcoming months will fly like the previous months that have already flown by. Time to get a little more serious and toughen up.
I realized every time i try to talk about my thoughts to someone, I usually can't put it into words. I realized I think in feelings, not in words and sentences. I can have a whole conversation in my head but it will all eventually be a bunch of unnamable feelings that sometimes when I think back and feel is confusing to myself. I always have to search for a word to represent what I feel whenever I think of a certain feeling or word with myself.
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The grass isn't greener on the other side. It's greener where you water it; seems like I've got a pretty big field to irrigate.