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How can one day pass by so quickly?!!!
I feel like I have so much to do, so much to plan, so much things I haven't done, so much... so much.
But I'm pretty sure right after my final year project is over and once graduation is finally over too, I will feel like I've nothing to do.
A dream. Sometimes you don't have to achieve it.
Just the thrill of the chase is sometimes enough for me. At this point of my life I can't do what I love or what I want because I don't have fucking thirty thousand dollars to pay for school fees and everything else involved in going overseas etc. Who knows, maybe someday this passion might die out and I will fall head over heels with some other career.
At least I'll have other things that I love. In Singapore at least. Family, no matter how cruel weird they can be, is something that I will still treasure because it did shaped me for many things in life. My dog, my prince & my friends.
There are others who are lucky enough to be able to study what they want and live as many dreams as they want. But I know that probably won't be me. It's going to take time and I might or will be a terrible angsty bitch but guess I will eventually get over it and move on to find the joy in life again.
There are many routes to happiness and one of them, I'm sure is and will be mine.
I had an amazing valentines day anyway. Walked the dog with him, made home cooked lunch, cuddle together, fell asleep, woke up in his arms, went out for simple dinner nearby, got my favourite froyo and finally watched some shows together before heading home. :')