sunrise
"The sunrise, of course, doesn’t care if we watch it or not. It will keep on being beautiful, even if no one bothers to look at it."
.. stay beautiful.
Reflection -
Don't ask, "if God loves us, why is that person born mentally/physically disabled"
That question is not for you to ask.
Instead He will ask us -
You have eyes, so what did you see?
You have ears, what have you listen to?
You are so articulate, what have you done? What have you spoken?
You have a loud voice, why is it that your singing is so soft but instead your scolding so loud?
This is not something we should ask God. But He who ask us.
Everything on Earth is temporary. The beauty on Earth is only temporary.
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This is such a deep thought. I have always wondered sometimes why did God create imperfect humans. Why was it unfair?
But on reflection, if He wanted to create a perfect human it would have been easy. However will you ever want to live like a robot? You want to be a person like that with no control over what you can do or feel?
I rather be a person who can hate or oppose God but because of his greatness, I will return & worship.
He makes us with moral capabilities to have freedom.
how?
if I ask you to tell me what do you love,
how long would you go on and on before you say "I love myself"?
outside
at least i could have said that I've tried.
forward
“Let go of those who bring you down and surround yourself with those who bring out the best in you.”
Looking forward to new things, new chapters and starting afresh.
We can never foresee the future hence we shall let the future unfold itself and let nature runs it course.
:)
@ Wednesday, October 14, 2015 @ 10:29 PM
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Oh my
They sure weren't kidding when they said working life is not easy.
I love design, I really do. I love making interactive things and making designs layout work.
But god damn it the clients will be the death of me.
Last minute comments, last minute changes just 2 days before the deadline and expect a whole new work within 1 day. A lot of boiling comments inside me but I can't voice it out to my boss as well?? Sigh.
To be honest I expected a lot more from what's happened. - inside mental note -
Awake at midnight now because I probably won't be getting much sleep tonight all thanks to this last minute work.
I should be thankful that my boss declared work-from-home day but I'm really not enjoying it at all. In fact, it's worst then me going to work. I'm practically working from 10-10pm everyday. If I'm in the office, at least maybe I can "run"... ahaha but at home, I'm basically 24/7hr beck & call to do work.... :(((((
Maybe I should start having positive thoughts - On the bright side, I don't have to leave the house everyday and face the horrible haze that cause my skin to have rashes. And I get to shower and have lunch at whatever timing!! Plus with the companion of my friendly chihuahua :)))
Readers, positive thoughts really help. :)
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Movies I really do want to catch after I'm less burdened by work.
- The Martian
- Everest
- BAT MAN VS SUPER MAN, Dawn of Justice!!! - I wonder how the movie will end? Will it be the same as comics or as the cartoon plot? So frigging excited!!!!!!!!!!
- The Hunger Games - Part 2
- Maze Runner - Scorch Trials
- Pixels
- The Intern
@ Wednesday, September 30, 2015 @ 12:16 AM
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do what you love
“Suddenly you’re 21 and you’re screaming along in the car to all the songs you listened to when you were sad in middle school and everything is different but everything is good.”
– Unknown
“Your 20’s are your ‘selfish’ years. It’s a decade to immerse yourself in every single thing possible. Be selfish with your time, and all the aspects of you. Tinker with shit, travel, explore, love a lot, love a little, and never touch the ground.” – Kyoko Escamilla
“I think your 20’s are the hardest part of life. I mean, everyone goes on about how hard it is to be a teenager, but actually I think it’s tougher to be in your 20’s because you’re expected to be a grownup and expected to earn your own living and be successful and I think you feel like a kid still.” – Nigel Cole
// People think I'm crazy for travelling so much and spending so much money on it. But they don't see what I see. I know saving up for future is important, but time is always more important than money. We need to have balance. In this whole universe, the most important essence to a human is not just having resources but the need to have more time. I may burn a hole in my pocket again but at least when I look back, I will never have a "what if I just went on that trip" regret kind of feeling. I will look back and be glad that I let myself explore and see what's out there instead of being trapped inside a cubicle working all the time.
Good night dreamers.
毀不滅是我 盡頭的展望
我心越蕩..
Work has been great lately. It has been some time now since I started working in this new environment. I'm really glad that I decided to start off working in a private small design firm first.
The amount of hands on work I get is really very challenging and for a junior like me, I can get so busy that sometimes I feel like I'm doing a creative director job. It's a love-hate relationship. I love it because whenever my works get approved by director or client, the accomplished achievement feeling I get once again like during my school days.
I'm very grateful for an amazing mentor aka my director. Any mistakes I made, he would correct me and give me his best advice. I must say so far he is the best mentor I've ever had in design, which is why I'm so thankful for all the challenges and work I get to do because he entrusts the design to me. Once in a while it can get slightly overwhelming with last minute deadlines from client as usual and it's OT times all over again. But, worth it.
- in other news-
I FINALLY GOT MY BRACES!!!!
I think it has been 4-5 years since i started saying "I think I need braces" to "I really want braces" and now finally I finally got it.
It took me so long because of many issues preventing me from getting so. Like partly was my parents didn't understand why I need it because they all have straight teeth so they didn't understand how it was like from my perspective to have certain crooked tooth which makes me insecure. IT TOOK ME SO LONG YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW TOUGH IT WAS TO CRACK IT INTO THEIR MIND.
Another factor was also, I was young and didn't understand the pain limit the braces would cause. I was afraid it would affect my studies. Even during my diploma years, I delayed getting it as I was afraid it would affect my internship and final year. Silly me because yes it's sore but it wasn't something that I wouldn't get over with.
But now that I'm graduated and finally got it on - it was all worth it in the end. Better late than never?
Well, now looking forward to the day I can get it off!!! Which is another 2 years but time files and I'm sure I will have a small random pop up thought of this blog post in the future of me talking about this.
I bled like crazy amount of blood LIKE a lot that I had to make extra trip back to the dentist to check it out because my braces extraction for a tooth wouldn't stop bleeding after 3 days?!?!?! Really freaked me out but it's all ok now :)
I can only wait patiently now for the next few months to start seeing the transition take place. Good bye to my half crooked tooth forever!!! I forgot to take a before picture, before putting on my braces but I've been faithfully taking photos almost everyday just to remember the moments. Especially for all the pain that it will put me through.
Time to head to bed - good night dreamers.
@ Saturday, September 5, 2015 @ 1:32 AM
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