Hello, I blog about random stuffs, about my daily happenings in life and sometimes they even make no sense but this is how I express my thoughts and feelings through simple words.



• shadows
• have courage
• confident
• resolutions
• You
• Priorities.
• rock bottom - not yet
• my friend
• sunrise
• Reflection -

“Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose.”

- Master Yoda

“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day whispering, 'I will try again tomorrow.'” 

- Mary Anne Radmacher Todo

“The woman who does not require validation from anyone is the most feared individual on the planet.” 

 ― Mohadesa Najumi

“Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it.” - Muhammed Ali

I've been thinking I should set some goals for myself this year because 22 is my favourite number and we only get to be 22 once right?

• First up we will have sky diving because that has been one of my top bucket list to do since forever.
• Finish up my personal portfolio site because it has been collecting cobwebs since 2014. (I'm such a major procrastinator for real, I mean 1+ year and my website still isn't revamped? What am I doing seriously)
• Read more than 5 books, any book genre whether it's a design book, history, crime, just any genre.
• Aim to be less careless in my design works.
• Manage my sleep schedule. Lol what kinda aim is this right? But yeah I've major issues with insomnia, sleeping at 7am and waking up at 9am for work = not a healthy sign.

“You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.”

Happy heart's day to everyone and to the ones I love, the ones I missed, the ones I lost.

“Instead of saying “I don’t have time” try saying “it’s not a priority,” and see how that feels. Often, that’s a perfectly adequate explanation. I have time to iron my sheets, I just don’t want to. But other things are harder. Try it: “I’m not going to edit your résumé, sweetie, because it’s not a priority.” “I don’t go to the doctor because my health is not a priority.” If these phrases don’t sit well, that’s the point. Changing our language reminds us that time is a choice. If we don’t like how we’re spending an hour, we can choose differently.” - Laura Vanderkam

Priorities.

Good read. Just a simple yet effective way to re-evaluate the way we think.

“The only good thing about hitting rock bottom is that it can't get any worse. When you hit rock bottom, you have nowhere to go but up.”

Starting new year of 2016 with a state of high temperature. Basically, a super high fever of 38.8 degrees for 5 days. I was so zoned out by it that I couldn't focus properly even after I've recovered. And I was still in the mourning stage for my dearest companion that just left me on that Christmas day.

My head was dizzy for the following weekend that I couldn't sit down at dinner without having the urge of wanting to puke. Not to mention that my lovely monthly period decided to visit me during my fever days, everything is simply just swell. I'd like to believe it's could have been because all the bad things that has happened recently, it is just detoxing all the "negative energy" from within.


// Don't get lost amidst of everything, I tell myself. Pick up your knees and push. Push a little bit harder and farther. Don't push your heart, as it won't heal as fast. Though, push deeper because you could love again.

Always remember, not always where you must be but where you will need to be. On a lookout, at the beach or maybe even just near the windows or sit on a bench at the park. Think about a place where you share your mornings and nights. Think about the lazy days, holding hands and even the kisses. Push yourself to think of the new things, the new days and not compare it to the old. Think about what will make your loved ones' days better. Even your own days better.

I cannot be anymore grateful for my dearest sister, family, boyfriend and best friends that has been there for me and each other throughout the sad & depressing period at the end of 2015.

Don't forget to fill up the hole or crack in your heart. With respect & love for yourself and the people around who have made you. Trust yourself and eventually through the way you think, feel, you will learn more and make yourself proud. Be proud of yourself. Live and also through the struggle, don't forget to enjoy it and run till you're tired.

Don't get lost.

“I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise because I've been foolish.”

"And so I said “Good bye” to you as I walked in through the door never thinking of the time when I’d see you no more. But if I had known that on that day our time was at the end I would have done things so differently, my forever friend."

I miss you so damn dearly my beloved furry companion. My heart is so broken. I didn't even know losing a dog for the first time in my whole life could be this heart wrenching. Still in so much pain.
The whole family misses you so much. We cry wherever we go and whenever we see any small thing that instantly remind us of you, these tears just won't quit flowing. 



I love you and miss you dearly forever i swear. Thank you for your unconditional love.
I hope you're even happier and at peace in doggy heaven now.

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