post fyp
Major project is finally finally finally over.
It's legit over besides the last design show but still its O V E R.
I had both mixed feelings of wanting it to end but at the same time I really wish it wouldn't. Because it would mean that graduation is up next. I haven't prepared or plan for anything yet. I guess people are indeed always scared of the unknown.
I was in super high spirits after my presentation had ended. It felt like everything was off my chest. No more time or space for regrets.
I'm so thankful for the kind and lovely comments I received from the industry guests and lecturer. Not sure if they were just being -nice- but I really hope those comments were true because I'm totally over the moon right now whenever I think about their comments on my project work. :))))
I'm so proud of my solo effort for drawing - illustration - designing - layout and animating everything. I can't believe I did an animated video in just 48 hours. I can't even believe I did everything all on my own. :')
FYP aside, I'm even more thankful for friends and family that supported me throughout everything. My mother who helped me with the little things such as making breakfast or dinner for me, sometimes even making maggi mee for me at 3am because I'm still up doing project, or a cup of milo to boost myself. My sister for correctly and helping me with copywriting plus once in awhile being a nice person.
My classmates my clique were tremendously a great help to me throughout the whole thing. Helping me, sharing their thoughts about my project to help me improve, taking ootds haha, helping me with my copywriting weaknesses & even small things like even just a sentence of encouragement was also good enough.
I'm also of course thankful for ones who attempt to bring me & my friends down. I realised that there are some people who just can't be genuinely happy for you and try to pull others down in order to make themselves feel better. But karma's a bitch you see. Secretly inside right now I'm a little happy because of the karma that returned to these kind of people. Maybe if you spend less time trying to pull other people down from their success and focused on your own success instead, you wouldn't worry so much. So yes pity but too bad. :p
*ah now i feel like the bad guy oh well.*
Last but not least for my boyfriend -
I have no idea how to thank him at all. I don't think a million thanks is enough.
Fetching me to school when I'm fucking worn out for not sleeping a wink.
Every time I come home to him, he prepares a scrumptious or sometimes simple dinner for me (which is DELICIOUS by the way) when I'm rushing my work. I didn't even thank him properly because I was too busy focused on my project. Or like when we are out for lunch - I'm constantly thinking about work or using my phone because of it. I know neglected him at times because of this but he just stands by me knowing that I'm stressed about it so he just patiently waits for me.
Don't even get me started on the crazy tantrums as the lack of sleep made me super easy irritable. But wow sometimes I can't even stand myself, truly thankful for his amazing big capacity of enduring me.
Going with me to printing, spending money for my resources, always being there, giving me encouragement... y'know just everything he was just there throughout everything. I could tell him everything my sadness, frustration, things that made me upset or angry and happy.
I'm truly blessed anyway.
Thank God indeed.
My Shangri La~