relaxation
Counting down the last few weeks I have here before I quickly get out of this part time job...
Really been very thankful for a lot of things in my life recently.
Just even small things. That small space for me to hop on the train, managing to wake up when my alarm didn't go off, good lunch with nice colleagues, getting just small good deals with my friends while shopping, getting that last ice cream, almost getting hit by a car but was lucky to avoid it.
Like I totally honestly didn't even feel so bad when I recently had a high fever of 39 degrees. Like all I could think about was just good positive things that happened to me.
In other news - July my birthday month is almost here!!!!
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On a slightly negative side note - I super hate it when someone tells me "never mind la your boyfriend can pay/do this and that for you" or like "your boyfriend rich la".
Firstly, his family might be but that doesn't mean he is. He's also all grown up, independent and stopped taking allowance from his family. And whilst he's part time working and "studying too, he doesn't earn like a lot of $$$$$ that kind.
We sometimes even just stay home and eat maggie mee and I still like it anyway. It's not always all expensive food, he's a chef and with whatever ingredients he has, he always aim to make it as nice as possible even if it's just maggie mee for me.
I fucking hate it when people say just borrow money from him la or ask him do this and that. He's not my personal chaffeur and he is not my ATM. He's my boyfriend.
Like I always feel damn bad to even ask him whenever I needed some urgent cash from him. And last of all, it is NOT what boyfriends are there for. NOT ATMs and NOT a chauffeur.
He's there to catch me if I'm ever weak, he's my pillar of support, he's my boyfriend.