stress
So the bank job didn't work out. Not very surprised by the lack of etiquette to reply by the given time when promised anyway. -.- Really upset with the agency but ah well not everything goes the way you want it sometimes i guess.
Its design show now so I shouldn't be worrying so much but sigh.
I really really want a quick part time job right now so i can get extra moolah for my travel plans! :(
Really hope I get the next upcoming one. Fingers X!
Just going to attend my final design show to get it over and done with. Proud of everything and everyone. Still proud of my moments that I get to have thanks to the lecturers too.
This is probably my middle-finger moment to the people who didn't think I could do it. That's right in your face. Like I said, some people indeed just can't genuinely be happy for you and try to pull others down in order to make themselves feel a little bit better. After everything, I honestly didn't feel a single sympathy for that idiot who totally didn't think me and my best friend could do it. Now you say all those words blah blah like I'm suppose to feel sorry for you?? You failed that's your problem. Don't come and try to again rain on my parade to bring me down because I know where I stand now. I might not be an expert in this industry, it might not have the best career prospects or make lots of money but at least I tried and gave it my all in doing what I liked. Someone recognised my hard work and i'm thankful for it. So don't come and congratulate me either because I don't give a damn about your "darn fake well wishes" anyway.
Too bad, the only ones that I'm really thankful for is my good classmates, my loved ones that were genuinely supportive there for me. The ones that watched me grow in design and truly helped me.
So much thoughts I want to say but... for now I guess some things are better left unsaid. Good bye.